somehow

It feels weird. I can definitely feel the stress. The overwhelming stress. But suddenly what bugs me so much few days back don't seem very massive now. I mean the cranky shift next month. Gonna take it as it comes. Well, quota wise. If I really cannot cope. I will just need to discuss with my preceptors yea? And hope they will understand :) Then about the research, will need the main gist before 6th, before huibing leaves. I am not good in writing up but this gives me a reason to learn. At least I have huibing to discuss with. :) The sudden positivity is shocking yet very welcomed. I have never felt like this before. It reminds me of the ugliness in me this afternoon when I panicked and then got angry at my surroundings over such a small matter. I am so ashamed of myself. In my clinical desk, I will paste more motivational notes such as "Be patient" and "Take one step at a time". Gonna learn to be like Pey Chin. Resilient and persevere. I really need to prep up my mind. I hope I can do it :) Let's hope I can retain this positivity. First thing, first. Log books and application forms :) Ganbatte May all be happy and healthy Sadhu, sadhu, sadhu...