Tuesday, February 12, 2008

I really should not judge a person by his look.
This malay guy was staring at me from top to bottom yesterday in the LRT.
And many ill thoughts went through my mind.
What if he is some kind of rapist or murderer?
What if he robs me?
I even composed a message to be sent to Flora or anyone else just to express my disgust.
Now I actually feel disgusted at myself.
What if he is some good man?
What if he has no bad intention and was merely looking (though at I-don't-know-what)?
I did not practice mindfulness.
I harboured ill feelings and ill thoughts.
I should not have.
Whatever it is, may he be well and happy.
Now I am happy.

May all be well and happy.
:)

4 comments:

fo said...

tak receive ur sms pun. hehe. so u didn't send it.

yieng said...

eh.how come you found this blog la?
malunye...
yea, i didn't send it. think it's very wicked to send it.

WP said...

Um, this blog isn't supposed to be read? We can see your blogs on your profile, you know...unless if you decide not to list it (like mine :P)

Anyway, it's normal to wonder when someone's staring at you...you might not be able to control your thoughts, but you can control your actions, and the important thing is not acting rashly. Um, anyway...all's well that ends well? lol

yieng said...

i did not intend to hide it. i am just suprise to see people actually noticed it. :)